New Year Again

My Resolution for 2010

#1 Reduce the number showed on the weight machine or at least maintain it.

#2 Get a driving license so I can drive like a 18-year-old.

#3 Find myself a way back into Love.

#4 Make new friends.

#5 Study with 100% effort.

#6 Get more sweaty = more exercises.

#7 Healthy lifestyle which means sleep and eat on time.

#8 Try to manage my money and my time wisely like a grown-up.

#9 Write on one of my best friends' wall once per day.

#10 Talk with my parents at least once a week.

#11 Maintain my christian church life.

#12 Learn how to swim.

#13 Phone my grandparents once a fortnight.

#14 Avoid excessive drinking, smoking, clubbing and partying.

#15 Try or learn something new such as ice skiing, speak French, martial arts.

*apply only when I start University*

My best day ever!

At last I watched the movie I been really wanted to watch.

AVATAR in 3D

I got to say, it is the best movie I ever watched. I love how things are so pretty in the Planet Pandora and the way they can communicate with animals by connect of what they called the "neural queue", that's really neat! I am trully amazed! One thing that really pissed me off is that Qatar cut some of the scenes! what the fuck, I paid QR55(rm55) to watch it and you fucking cut out at least 3 scenes, go die! I want to watch the complete full movie and I will definitely watch it again!

Another thing that i'm happy of is that I bought the shoes from Pull and Bear.

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It costed me QR100 (it was QR150 originally). It might be a little bit expensive but i like it and my shoes are killng me so I just have to buy it. haha. They are pretty comfy~

Oh by the way, our whole family is going to watch Tennis Tournament on the 6th January and I am going to watch the semi finals with Roza on the 8th. I hope the good players are playing on both days then it gonne be Oh La La! too bad the tickets weren't as cool as the previous year's and there's no lucky draw, boooooooo. looked like they are getting cheaper and cheaper, cheap ass.

oh shit, I think I spent more than 200 in 2 days. OH F.U.C.K~ looks like I have to stay at home for the weekdays to prevent overspend. hehe~

I don't care and I don't mind! I'm happy~

somehow i think i prefer qatar over malaysia

On my arrival, I was surprised with ROSES from Nadia.

to be honest, I never ever receive rose from anyone before.

Im so touched, oh Nadia, I love you!

The next day, Roza surprised me with Mr Cuddle!

I geve away my piglet to my cousin and last night my bed was so empty.

tonight mr cuddle will be my company!

COOL. Roza, your the best!

I hate this part right now.

I just hate this part right now and I can't be arsed to describe it.

Maybe I will tell you more when I'm in the mood.

Take Care

The one I Love yet Hate

Proudly introduce you all to the Love and Hate of my Life.

Kevin Loon Cheng Yu

5 years old

aka Nasty Little Creature

Don't deceive by his innocent look. He is the most evil little brat I ever met!

I'm sure most people will go "aww. so cute~". I swear he is the cutest when he is asleep.
But when he is awake, he treat me as his boxing partner.

Well, why do I still love him?
It is because when I get angry, He will come and hug me, tell me he likes me.
And that's why I hate him too.
When he does that, no matter how angry I am, I just couldn't smack him anymore.

Now he is smacking me to force me to read out this blog to him.

My face and my ears were red

Just now I went to my friend's friend's wedding dinner and they were all drinking including all the girls and yes, I realised I haven't drink for so long and decided to have a shot. oh gosh, my face turned red and was warm and soon the redness spreaded to my ears. All my friends were laughing at me so I blushed again so it make me looked 'red'er. I didn't stop till the 4th glass, if I didn't lost count, I started to have head rush, I feel like Im starting to spin, OH NO. I got to stop before I am really drunk. and yes I stopped. haha.

a post I promised

I'm sorry that I'm late. You know who are you I am apologising to.

Yesterday wasn't really exciting but my best friend, Hilda sweetheart talked with me on the phone for about 45 minutes or more. She read my blog and she decided to call, to cheer me up and to cheer herself up too (coz she miss me too much) =]

Today I got an email from Roza, oh, she suprised me with her extraordinary attachments. Curious huh? too bad, those attachments are only for me, I'm not sharing =D

I'm so glad that 2 out of 4 of my best friends still very care about me. Thank you~
I know the other 2 do care about me but they are busy right now so I'll forgive them. Anyway, it's their loss. I bet they will be mad at me for not telling them in facebook or via sms. oppsie.

Oh btw, I chatted with Nadia today, lovely little... eh, wrong, she is older than me. But yeah, she is my best friend too, sorry that i left you out in the previous post.

i'm falling apart

Sorry for haven't update for ages.

There is nothing new to tell you guys, except that I go to work every monday till saturday from 8am to 5pm, online till 6pm, shower then dinner at 6.30pm, 7pm online again and realizing that i have nothing better to do, so I end up playing games till 10pm and good night.

Although quite unbelievable, yes, that is my life. gosh, I really hate this life! I want to get away from this boring, meaningless, sad life! I don't know, feeling a bit emo right now.

Celsy Tampo, if you are reading this, I really want to go to the ship park and talk with you for hours and hours or we can have cheesecake at my house, I enjoy looking at you jumping up and down when you see cheesecake. You, better get a internet connection and update me with your super doper amazing Melbourne life, if not, I won't share my New Zealand experience with you next year! hmph!

Roza Rosman, if you are reading this, please bring me in your landcruiser and go to anywhere. You always make me laugh really hard. We can go to Hardess and become Rothy. HAHA. good time good time~ I must see you on the 21st Dec even though I'll arrive in early morning and I might need some sleep, but I don't care, you better make sure I see your face or you know what are you gonna get from me!

Hilda Teo, if you are reading this and I know you do, please come home. I wanna sleepover at your house, you don't need to entertain me, as long as you are with me, I feel secured. We didn't do as much things we did before, is Facebook to blame! We used to talk about guys the nights I slept at your house, that was the best time. I don't want to grow up!
anyway, you are having a hard life lately too, so I won't put on more burden on you, take care of yourself, ok?

Yao, if you are reading this, however I know you'll never read it, I really looking forward to see you in Nov/Dec so we can hang out and eat all the food you like (Shabukun). Although we didn't chat as much since you left, you're still one of my best friend. We need to catch up and I hate you for not using Digi.

Alright then, that's all for this time. I need rain, rain washes away my emo-ness. and that's the reason I love rain.

New things

Have to agree with Graha's blog title - Nokia Camera Sucks! Although my nokia camera is 3.2MP, it is still one stupid camera. It haven't manage to take a pretty photo that I can be proud of since 3 months ago, urgh.

Bought new shoes, RM49.90 = QR49.90

Bought this in Singapore a month ago. SGD50 = RM100 = QR100

Visibly Soft Milk Mask

Fleur Fantasy

some more photo

My aunt just came back from her honeymoon ( France n UK ) and

my presents are

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A wristband from London.

My aunt regretted for not buying the I Love London shirt for me.

A shirt from Paris! woohoo! It is really pretty!

I saw the photo they took, so breathtaking!
I AM SO GOING TO PARIS WHEN I HAVE MONEY. LOL

This is my boring life!

I WANT $$$$$$ SO I CAN GO TRAVELLING!

These were the books i bought in singapore last time.

Finished 'Do You Want To Know A Secret'

Now reading 'There's No Place Like Here'

my 'honeymoon'

You might not believe what you saw. but Yes, it is math. Unbelievably, I am doing math to prevent myself from dying from boredomness. Don't i have anything better to do? Sadly i don't and i can't find anything else in my interest area that can exercise my brain.

This is the Math. Pre U Text STPM. It is Malaysia form 6 level math which is sort of quivalent to A level math. I felt stupid when i just started it as i can't even do chapter 1 without thinking real hard, but i'm getting the hang of it. loving it now.

Well, I got 3 books from Hilda, looking forward to read them. Reading books aren't like doing math, it doesn't use as much thinking. oh, i forgot to upload the photo of the 4 books i bought in singapore and the photo is stil in my camera which is currently at UK/France with my aunt.

Oh, i repainted my nail, its red french nails. They are real.

Patrick given from Hilda and my Koala that my father bought for me in Australia. They are very friendly to each other. LOOK, they are cuddling. LOL

Oh, it is Durian season! For Durian Lover (my parents included). Hope you all enjoy looking at it.

Ok, what is this? Oh it's me. I was cooking pudding powder to make Mooncake Pudding. Oh yeah, got a new specs, it is PINK!

EUW. Whose legs are those??? Left are Hilda's and right is mine. I sleptover at her house for 2 night when she came back to bintulu during Eid/Raya Holiday.

Found this in my mobile. Celsy will love this if she sees this in real life. Well, she will be able if she is in Sydney, coz I found him in SYDNEY! wohoo, yayak, you might see him when you go to town hall. too bad i didn't got his face, i think he is kinda cute too. oh~~~~~

Tri la li la la baba, Tri la li lala nyonya

it's time to have a quick update.

been watching singapore drama, quite like it, i will give it an 8.5 out of 10.

it is called The Little Nyonya

My bff is back for holidays n tomorrow is her 18th birthday. what should i do for her?

gazillion sorry

oh my dear friends, as you can see, i haven't update much of my blog. Firstly, it wasn't my fault. My internet connection was out of touch for 2 days and i did tried to update/upload photo, it took me like forever and it always failed. So, i just have to give up.

btw, i had started working full time in a bookshop, is pretty exhausted by the end of the day. So you guys, please be kind, don't give me a hard time about my un-updated blog. You all can have a look at the photos in facebook. im really sorry, i know i promised to update it but... please forgive me, my lovely readers.

haiz, the facebook is giving me a hard time too, failed photo uploading for almost 5 times. please bear with me. i wil try it again soon.

here's the link.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=108231&id=700204999&l=d3285dd2bf

the one about sheeps n koala

1 August 2009

Arrived at Gold Coast, Went to beach (saw a smilling dead fish!), Parents sang Karaoke (totally out of tune!)

2 August 2009

Took a train to Brisbane, Took Citycat (ferry) to University of Queensland (Open Day), Walked around in the town.

3 August 2009

Went to MovieWorld in Gold Coast (the whole day).

oppppss, i forgot to get the MovieWorld photo from my mum, so this will have to wait. More are coming up.

FATTY ACID ACCUMULATION!

oh no, not good! in fact, very bad! i think i never stop eating since the day i left Qatar. things i do in my holidays are just eat, sleep, online, hanging out. no sport at all, no fat burning. and yes, things you ate will eventually betrays you by showing themselves on the face and the belly. I felt guiltier than i ever had. Look like i'm gonna starve myself while i'm in Aussie, not only to loss weight, also to prevent eating down the H1N1 virus!

wednesday I went to get a new hairdo, i curled it again, even more curly than before.

Can you see it now? Do you know what i mean? Look at my face, omg, it is so fucking ROUND! uff, and my hands and my fingers too! what the fuck man!

but hey, the book, The Host, is quite nice, just finished it today. I love it.

Don't jump, don't scream, don't laugh when you look at the photo below. I was planning not to post it up but i don't think it is fair for my loyal followers. *sighed*

The way my hair turned out wasn't really what i expected, but what had been done is done, it can't be undo.

This morning colin was trying to update his ipod using my laptop. instead, he found out that there is a trojan horse hiding in my itune. What the fuck! I did a system restore, it failed to get rid the horse. so i used AVG to do a system scan and yes, it worked. thanks to antivirus.

Argh, i got a running nose. i think the chance of me getting quarantine this time is doubled, to make myself feel worse, tripled. And due to the seriously polluted air, my eyes get watery very easily these days and i can't wear my pretty contact lenses! argh, i feel like i wanna go back to qatar. I was healthy over there!

my awesome life

Hmm, let's see.

I went to a church dinner, well not really, i was begged to take care of the kids. Those kids were like angels but demonic. lol. i spent too much time hunting them down and i didn't ate much.

anyway, the most delightful thing of the day was that i got my nails painted by professional nail artist. aha.

sorry for the bad photo quality.

The one about dinner at Marco Polo Restaurant

Hilda's younger sister, Megan

Colin is Hilda's 3rd Lover.

I'm the First!

My belated birthday celebration with my ex classmates!

Did it again & I'm sorry

As you can see, the talk last night didn't went well. Actually it did went well but i was the one who screwed it up again. I realised that i should stop lying to Paul. I went out with Paul because i wanted to use him to get over someone who i really really have feelings for. And yeah, we brokeup. I know it is better to end now rather than delaying it. At a very moment there, i almost wanted to swear to God that for the rest of my life, i will not involve in any relationship with any guy anymore and just flirt and do one night stand. Fuck it, i hate being a heartbreaker but i just can't help doing it again and again and again. go fuck yourself Cathy Ng, what a heartless heartbreaker!

To him who loved me, I know you will never forgive me for what i had done but i am really sorry.
I knew this gonna happen and i should not had allowed it to begin in the first place.
Loneliness took over me and now it had caused you so much pain.
There is nothing left we can do, so let's just move on with our life.
From your last text message, you are going back to your night life, smoking and drinking.
I thought you said you regretted for doing all those bad stuffs in the past years.

But you went back to them because i am no longer your gf?
When you don't even love yourself, how can you expect anyone else to love you.
Looked like you failed to grow any mature throughout these time.
I'll not involve in your life anymore so I hope you'll enjoy it.

is it wrong for me to choose the guy who loves me instead of the guy i love?

I will hurt the guy if i go for the guy who loves me.

I will hurt myself if i go for the guy i love.

I was being selfish and protective so i went for Paul. He was the innocent one.

Next time i will take the risk of getting myself heartbroken instead of breaking someone's heart.

I had enough of being a heartbreaker. It's time to break my own heart and feel the pain.

If this is the only way to make myself feel less guilty.

And please anyone, slap me in my face when you think i'm gonna repeat the history again.

had fun but kinda messed up a bit

The day started off at around 9.30am, supposed to be 8am but due to certain reasons, Hilda and i woke up late. Oh yeah, i sleptover at her house! weeee. Last night she was busy online, i just sat at the bed, doing manicure for myself.




So we went to breakfast at around 10am, then we went to my house at around 1pm and we decided to go to shabukun (the japanese restaurant) but unfortunately it doesn't open during the day time. So we went to Riverfront Restaurant.

Here are some photos of us~

Hilda is leaving this saturday to Kuala Lumpur to further her study. She is a Hello Kitty freak and she used to be a Patrick freak too, and i think she still is.

She gave me the tiny one so i'll remember her everytime i look at the tiny patrick. How cute and lovely! She reminded me of Celsy's Spongebob.

At night, i have a ex classmates gathering, well, they said it was to celebrate my and another 2 friends' birthday. After dinner, we went to Pink Corner (It is a Karaoke and people smokes in there. I smelled like a cigg when i left there, I swear i'll never step into those kind of places ever!) Obviously, it was fun to hang out with all my friends, they were singing, we were taking photos and there were 2 cakes! I'll upload the photos whenever i get my hand on them. AND AND AND, Ruhana, thanks for your present. for those who dont know, it was a Bra. haha, a nice sexy red bra.

But Paul wasn't very happy about it. He wasn't very happy for the past 3 days because i was texting and talking and going out with guys and especially tonight, one of my ex classmates was my ex bf, so yeah. I went home by 11pm and I decided to have a talk with Paul. I'm really not sure if the talk went alright or went wrong because i think i'm hurting him with what i said but what i said to him is because i don't want to lose him. Relationship is so complicated.

I'm not gonna boring you with my relationship problems. So good night and sleep tide.

for the photos with url, i took them from Hilda's blog and she always put url on her photos.

happy 18th birthday to me

wow, it had been 18 years since i had been waiting for yesterday!

*i used a cheesecake as a substitute since my mum doesnt want to buy a proper cake for me*

*2 candles instead of 18, haha!*

*my wife, Hilda Teo, thanks for celebrating my 18th birthday with me. Love you with all my heart.*

p.s. thanks to ah yao too, she and hilda got me a really pretty present. Hush Puppies Undies! (L sizes, i didnt know i hav such a big hips -38 inches)

p.s. also not forget those who sent birthday wishes to me over the phone, through the texts, msn and facebook. thanks for remembered my birthday~

p.s. cheers to those who had given their presents to me weeks ago. Thanks again. Love you all too! I shall never forget you all!

p.s. to paul, thanks for waking me up in the midnight twice, just to say happy birthday to me and gave me a big kiss through the phone.