stress level ↑ pimples on the face ↑

I was experimenting this. Except from crazy chocolate indulgence, most of my food intake are low fat, low salt, and almost oil-free (i.e. steam or boil), but the pimples still sprouting like crazy on my face. The only conclusion is the stress from final exams.

I was so chilled and relaxed until the beginning of this week. The moment I started study, I started stressing, because then I realized how much I need to know and how much I do not know. @&#^!&^$#&@!$##^%#$@

Because of this stupid Statistic paper, all the Binomial, Poisson, Geometric, Gamma and Normal distribution, I lost my time to go to gym!!! BARRHFH! I hate it when I can't exercise, actually not really, I just slept in so much and I blame the weather for most of the day. 

I got a new glasses, purple one. My housemate told me that I actually look younger! YAY~

yup, this is a procrastination post so forgive me for the incoherent of the post. Bwahahah, I love you all

 

I am truly sorry

"When I truly care for someone, their mistakes never change my feelings because it's the mind that gets angry but the heart still cares."

Saw this on someone's Facebook. Isn't it great to know that there is someone out there who truly cares about you and will never let you go? It would be the best if you feel the same way toward him/her! But reality is cruel, you think you will be happy forever ever after; the next minute, your heart is shattered into pieces. Does that mean the heart doesn't care anymore or the mind overpowered the heart so much that the heart couldn't do anything?  My heart still cares about you but my mind is in the way.

I always had been the heartbreaker (except for once or twice), never really know the feeling of "your heart being torn into pieces and nothing could fix it". But when it comes to you, although I keep telling myself never ever hurt you in any way, there is always something that could got on your nerves, my nerves and I just couldn't go on with you anymore. I guess it's better for you to stay away from a neurotic and crazy person like me (and very high probability to end up in a mental facility) and find a normal girl and she will be your princess. Letting go of you so you and I, we both can be happier.

All the things we been through, all the memories we had and everything that were being shared among you and me, they are countless and they will never fail to remind me of you. Even though we never physically together, I'll never regret loving you. Because you gave me the best memories I could ever asked for. I don't see how I can ever forget about you. You will be my last relationship. My next one, it is going to be an arranged marriage that doesn't involve uncertainties, heartaches, disagreements, fights, jealousy and insecurity. All that I need to do is put my hand into his hand and walk down the aisle. Does it sound crazy to you? But I think it will work out better than me trying to find someone for myself and go all crazy again.

Was about to end this post by giving out some advice but I realized how bad I am with relationships and guys, so I'm just gonna shut up and let it be. But please know that life goes on whether you're happy or sad and life's much better when you're happy.