people these days still read blogs?

So yeah, had my graduation today and it was hectic and tiring. Will not want to go through it again so if I am ever going to do a postgraduate degree, I will do graduate in absentia. The photos are all in my uncle's camera and I don't have a card reader nor a USB cable so I can't upload any photo at the moment. Will update the post when I can lay my hands on them.

It's great to have my parents in Dunedin with me for a period of time, I love them but man, I am still fat in their eyes, how sad! Well, I blame them for feeding me so much and have no time to go exercise. And it is gonna be more impossible when I go back to Holidays! There will be more food, less exercise, crap! I do hope all my hard works won't go down the drain! MUST HAVE SELF CONTROL!

So let's see what's on my to-do list in M'sia/S'pore:

1. Weddings; I have 3 weddings to attend. Cool, that really reminded me, maybe I should consider study Masters so I won't get married so early.
2. Hairdo; yup, a must do thing every year. Be ready to be surprised or maybe not.
3. Shopping; definitely need to shop for work clothes! and possibly iPhone 5S, my iPhone 4 won't stop crashing on me. Damn you Apple!
4. Chinese New Year; haven't celebrate one for a like what 5 years at least? Angpau time!!!
5. Spend time with my grandparents and family; I missed them and I want graduation presents. teehee.
6. Spend time with my best friends; they gonna skin me alive if I don't. 
7. Stay skinny; lol, I have no words for this
8. Get pampered; oh how I missed being handled like a princess!

Ok, it's late and I need to sleep after such a long day. See ya peeps.

Procrastinating for the last time? hahaha

So What's the best way to procrastinate? Yeahey! Is to find my old photo and do a timeline of my life: yeah so I will just let the photos do all the talking.

 

  

Oh whoa, what a journey I had been through and what a fine woman I have come to be! LOL Yeah yeah yeah I am in love with myself! hahaha

tata people!

Graduate depression

Pretty sure everyone goes through this at some points of their life, whether it is in the senior year of high school or university or even mid 20's or middle age. You will start wondering where your life is heading, uncertainties of the future, what to do for career, how to support myself, where is my Mr. Right, what do I want etc etc. I'm just speaking for myself here, I really do not like uncertainties, maybe because I am a control freak this way. But these uncertainties, not knowing really drove me crazy and I broke down. I was depressed and antisocial for about a week or two. I hated everything, I hated everyone and I was really unhappy. Yes, if I could lay my hand on a vase, I would throw it so hard, so damn hard. 

But what can you do? Absolutely Nothing! Well, I mean you can't really turn the uncertainties into certainties but you can do other things. I went to get two new jobs although they are just volunteer job, I think that would make me happier, something to look forward to and to challenge my mind and intellectual, exciting and interesting. One more thing is keep up with my fitness goal, still haven't get rid of my kangaroo pouch. Must get rid of it by end of this year. Of coz, another thing I can do is to rant it out on my blog and forget all about it. teehee

I can never prevent this from coming so I should prepare myself for it. Make sure I am pretty and healthy and fit on my graduation end of the year. Reunion with my parents and maybe plan a trip back to my dear Bintulu hometown. I have been traveling to different places since the past years, but this time I would like to spend it with my family and friends who I have not see for a long long time, do some shopping, change my wardrobe with working clothes (need to donate my kiddy style shirts). Now that I turn it into an event I look forward to, instead of an event that mark the beginning of my blurry future, I felt much better and very much can't wait for it. 

Of coz, there are better things to do or to keep me cheerful and motivated but the best one is this:

I seriously hate how he die so early in the GI Joe second movie. Who the f*ck is the writer that write him off so soon! I wanna see his moves in the movie! Oh well, I will wait for this to happen then....

Hahahaha, ok lovelies, good night.

The last ball in my uni life? The Ball Without Honor

So the Japanese Student Association hosted this ball and the theme was mafia. I wasn't planning to go till this group of friends persuaded me to (most likely due to the bad ratio of girls to boys). I had fun but I think it could definitely be much better (of coz only if I am the organizer, they lacked new ideas!). Here are some photos with descriptions ( I have nothing better to do at the moment)...

 Me, Chopsticks manager and Lily.

Cherie, Me and Hannah. My besties in Dunedin.  

No, he wasn't my date although I wouldn't mind. He is Neil. 

Me, Manager, Alex(sitting), Winnie, Lily and Harry. These are the culprits who got me to go to the ball. Thank you all.   

 Me, Lily, Angel?, Yu. Not very close with the other two girls but friends of friends yay! I hate to admit, I think I have the best body! TAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Just joking. No, not really. Or maybe. The high heels were killing me tho, couldn't hold the poses for more than 10 secs.

 Lily, Dunedin Jay Chou? LOL, Me. I was impressed, he wears headband everywhere he goes, never see an Asian guy does that before. ps. he is married, not my date.

Lily and Harry, they are couple and I am the mistress. I am kidding this time.

Lily, Xiao Ming?, Me. Yeah, he is in the friends group, yup, too many guys, too little girls.

Our favorite guy in the group, Alex. He is so cute and so funny. Again, he is not my date and he is taken. 

 Look at my arms! They are skinnier than before. Teehee. Yes, I did my own hairstyles, they were kinda spikey at the back, but I don't have a photo that shows it properly. oh well... I did my own make up too but it's not too obvious in the photos. 

Yup, this is the profile pic I had. Oh I bought the fur coat just for this ball. Do I look like a mafia lady boss? My friends teased me that I looked like the wife, fierce and powerful but have to share my husband with a young and slutty mistress. 

Of coz, I save the best sexiest for the last. HAHAHAHA. Close your eyes right now if you can't take it too long. Yes, be jealous of me. Look at the lips, people pay millions of dollars to make their lips to look like Angelina Jolie's but I born with it! 

Ok, that's all.  

2013 what a year, oh wait, it's only May

So, since the uni started, I had been a real lazy bum. Due to the late morning classes, I get to sleep in til 9:30am (sometimes 11am) everyday, nap around 4pm and sleep at 2am at night. I keep telling people that I am going to die young coz of this bad living style, can't seem to find the motivation I had last year....

Weird enough, I got the motivation back now. I been sleeping at 12am and waking at 8:30am, but that's not good enough. My target is to sleep at 11pm and wake up at 7am. Although I am not sure what am I gonna do with all these extra morning hours, I think that should extend my life a bit longer.

Damn my laptop, it brokedown a month ago so I lost my "before" photo. Last year August I started my losing weight and getting fit plan, I took a before photo (I was around 61kgs, ~29% fat, BMI 24.1). For asian, I am overweight (24-26.9). I managed to lose 5kg at the end of October (BMI 22.1) and back to healthy normal range. 29% fat percentage is considered average for women but it seems too much fat to my liking. But just last week when I weighted myself with the special scale, I found that my fat percentage is 22% which is considered as fitness for women! I am so proud of myself but I still have a ring of fat around my lower stomach. So whenever I sit down, it got squeezed out and damn it is so ugly. Oh well just wait and see and I shall show you all the abs I'll get at the end of the year. Six months! Wait and see.

I'm actually at a lecture at the moment but it is so boring and confusing so as my reader, you shall suffer together with me by reading my boring post.

Ok, lecture ended. Bye

Good old time

oh man, look at this! This is one of my screen wallpapers. I was staring at it when I was eating my sandwich. damn, I missed AKIS. Can you believe that this was at least four years ago, when we were all 18 years old!? How young and happy we were back then. One of us is a Mum now! OMYGOSH! Indeed time flies, I wonder who will be next. hahaha, I do hope it is not me.

I miss you all and I will definitely try to plan a trip back to Qatar to see you all. Wait for me, ok!