biology...math...psychology...

I am not as panicky as i was last time, probably because i'm kinda on the track now, still a bit behind but i think i'll manage to catch up.

Celsy been going to waha, damn, i want to swap my life with hers. although it can be quite boring, it is still better than to be stressed out, to be honest! and i am sure most of the people will agree with me.

However, something weird came into my thoughts today! i was talking to myself, what will my life be after the exam and before i start my uni. damn, no books??? how can i live without studying, omg, i might miss this time when im so busy doing revision! o...k...., this is really weird, cathy? books? study? Just W.E.I.R.D.

and by the way, im addicted to countdown! i'm sure you can tell by just looking at the countdown gadgets in my blog! HAHAHA!

anyway, till next time! tata!



MySpace Countdowns

oh no! not again!

I'm screwed. Seriously I am really screwed! i tried to do a past paper for C3 today, fuck, I can't even do the first question properly! second question, what the fuck is the question asking for! That's how screwed I am! For C4, i didn't even dare to try the past paper!

Biology, oh yes Biology, screwed too! I'm so confused with the stupid photosynthesis thing! For psychology, ESSAYS! YAY! screwed again! I only have about 2 weeks time left! How on earth I'm gonna get all things done in 2 weeks??

I shall ban myself from Facebook, Friendster, Blogger and MSN. Yes, that's what I'm gonna do if only it will helps. OMG, WHY IS IT HAPPENING AGAIN! WHY! FUCKING WHY! yes, i am panicking!

This shall be the last post for me till summer holiday begins. sorry for my readers, do miss me!

Happy Birthday Pauliӗ ♥

Its the 19th birthday of Paul. Just in case any one of you mixed up this Paul with Paul Lopes, this 19 years old Paul is my boyfriend. LOL! Actually his birthday is tomorrow but yeah, i'll write it today because i just so can't wait. And of coz, today is the day we had been in a relationship for a month, looking forward for it to be a life. *blushed*

ARGH, where are the prom photos!!! I only saw 30 or 40 of them! its not normal! we took a lot more (more than 100) photos last year when we weren't even leaving! What's wrong with our brain??? OMG, people, WE have to have another party (girls only) before we all leave. I don't want to leave without saying goodbyes, and hugs, and presents, and most important, TEARS!

I planned a revision table last week and i should start it today but then i slept quite late last night so yeah, i messed up my revision plan! ARGH! look like i need to double the work tomorrow! it is a M-U-S-T!

I have to go now, Colin needs the laptop so he can play the stupid, annoying computer game with his friends! I'm so glad im leaving Qatar for forever!

Prom 2009

Yesterday slept at 5.30am until 8.30am. It was cool staying awake and i got to spend it with my Pauliee~~~<3

Today i started doing my hair at about 4pm, did it by 5.30pm. lol. Done my make up by 6pm, then my friends started showing up and asked me to help them with their make up. In the end, we went to Prom at 8pm.

*at home*

*at prom (washroom)*

And i was PROUDLY crowned as the PROM QUEEN!

This year's lucky draw first prize was a laptop. I hope i can get but not on the same time coz i want better laptop. =P

After Prom, planned to sheesha but then we went karak. Argh. our plans never work!

FUCKING HELL

FUCKING HELL! I'M SO SORRY FOR SWEARING SO MUCH BUT I AM FUCKING PISSED OFF!

MY PERIOD WAS LATE, IT SUPPOSED TO COME LAST WEEK AND IT DIDN'T.

I WAS SO GLAD THAT I WASN'T GETTING MY PERIOD BECAUSE MY PROM DRESS IS WHITE IN COLOUR.

BUT THEN!!!!! JUST NOW, I GOT MY FUCKING PERIOD! OH GREAT, FUCKING GREAT!

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO ENJOY MYSELF AT MY PROM WHILE I WILL BE FUCKING WORRY ALL THE TIME!

FUCK IT!!!!

20-5-2009

today is my grandma's birthdayy! yay! she is 65 years old now!

today i woke up at 9ish, so nice! i just love study leave~

Its 12am and i am stil awake. hahahaha!

Shorts Day

Yesterday was Shorts Days, some of the guys and the girls wore shorts and flip flops, including me of coz! Actually shorts and flip flops are not allowed in the school but who care! its our last year and last thursday and we should really do something crazy!

by the way, roza is becoming more and more awesome! we love her even more now! heheehe~ last 2 lessons, we were at the Art room, taking photo using the Mac Computer, purely coolness! but most of them are strictly personal. =P

Good News

before i announce my good news, i shall tell you a bad news. I was sick... last night after dinner, i felt weird and dizziness. And i threw up. In the morning I thought I'm fine but when i woke up, my room was spinning! oh no, eat the medicine and back to bed~ At about 9am, i woke up and i am as good as new. well, actually still have a bit of dizziness but it wasn't a big problem and I'm sure if i go to school now, no one will notice that i wasn't feeling well at all.

Here's the GOOD NEWS! University Of Western Sydney gave me a conditional offer too! And the weird thing is that UWS offered 4 years of Bachelor of Psychology but Macquarie Uni offered 3 years of Bachelor of Science - Psychology. I'm still trying to find out what's the different.

The truth is that i am more looking forward for New Zealand Universities instead of Aussie. But i still haven't receive any news from them. Anyway, my future is sort of guaranteed. LOL.

Surprisingly i studied more at home than I was at school so maybe I should pretend to be ill every day and skip school. Another good thing of skipping school is that I don't need to walk home under the scorching hot sun which will turn me into a BBQ Cathy!

10 days! 10 DAYS!

9th of May 2009
46th Birthday of Daddy Ng.
Happy Birthday!

After 10 days...

19th of May 2009
My 1st Exam, Biology W2.
I'm screwed!

worse thursday ever

the worse things happened when i went to Nakheel to have dinner with my parents. Just after we got down from our car, we heard a big 'bang' sound!! OMG, a car crashed into a person! HOLY SHIT! the driver was a girl (looked really young) and the victim was a guy. We didn't see any signs of blood so we all think that he had inner injuries and he seemed to suffer a great pain in his arm and his stomach! luckily the girl sent him to the hospital. I don't want to sound like i'm cold blooded or what, apart from me n my dad n my bro, my mum was traumatise! lol!

After dinner, we went to doha! We were stuck in traffic jam for like... i cant even remember for how long! we planned to watch the new guys to play badminton at 9pm but then we were lost and caught in traffic caused by accidents, we didnt make it there! i was listening to my ipod the whole journey and as far as i remembered, my ears were hurting me, having back pain and feel like im gonna puke.

We then went to Hyatt Plaza. I wasnt in a mood to shop, was too tired. There was an art exhitbition there. It was really cool! i bet the art students will love it! to make myself feel better, i bought 2 big scoops of Baskin Robbins Icecream (love potion flavor) and it worked! at about 11pm, we agreed to go home, but my mum wanted to drop by at the new guys' house so we went there and my parents chatted with their parents til about 12am and we reached home at 1am.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

hahaahhahhahahahahahahahahahahah! GUESS WHAT! Macquarie University in Sydney, Australia, gave me a conditional offer! A minimum of 8.5 in GCE A Level~ I think i can get that easily! hahah! Now only i understand the excitment and happiness when someone told me that they received an offer from Universities.

IM SO HAPPPYYY~

I received the email that the Universities received my application on the 5th and today i straight away received an offer. hahah! fast huh? know why? because i paid AUD110 application fee. For the other 3 universities, they didn't ask for any application fee and probably that's why they are slower.

IM JUST SO HAPPY!

it's all Minstrel's fault!

yesterday, i got some minstrel chocolates from Ferry, and OMG, i got addicted to it now! i been eating it like non-stoply!

today we had psychology conference. it was very helpful, however, it got bored too~ i was worn out at the end of the day. but still i went to sign language ECA since i already said yes to roza.

oh yeah, i talked to my two best friend yesterday, hilda and yao! i miss they so damn much! cant wait to go back to see them again! 59 days left by the way!

and things between me and Paul, we are going well. he is really sweet and we are cool. i think probably its time for me to settle into a proper relationship. oh well, we'll see how things go. cant wait to see him in Malay too!

I been complaining of how close is my exam and i still haven't start revising. so i will probably skip it this time. hahaha!

*Roza, my 5 Riyals!*

oh shit!

OMG! its 30th of April! 19 days to my first exam!
STRESS STRESS STRESS! but my ass is stil not working hard enough! HAHAAH!

its weekend again, my parents are going crabbing tonight, so i have a free house. Planned a sleepover but someone couldn't make it. so probably i'll just spend my night in front of the laptop and maybe some sneaking out! hehe~

I should really start working! AAAAAHHH! god help me!