Loop of Henlé?

hmm, i have no idea where to start with. I haven't update my blog for 4 days and so many things happened.

Saturday
Went to Doha with Roza, Celsy and Bella. We watched a movie, Rock N Rolla, with Dr. Natasha and also Kelly. Natasha gave Roza a medical lecture while we were having dinner at applebees (As usual, Celsy ate a lot!) In the end, we missed the bus. I kinda expected that so i wasn't surprised when we found out we missed the us, instead i was enjoying my hot choco. yumm~ We had lot of fun playing with the trolley. I have the video with me, anyone fancy to watch it? while waiting to be rescue, 2 cars stopped by us and asked "disco disco?" Oh yes, disco, we would love to join but the inviter's head was so bald and so shiny that we can't even look at them nor say yes. Anyway, we were very lucky that my family were still at Landmark, so yes, we got a ride home with the Ng family.

Sunday
Nothing much happened. i stayed at home and did some revision.

Monday
Actually planned to join the beach club bbq, but the girls can't go, so the bbq was cancelled. At night, I went to waha to meet Natasha and we stayed at Waha for a bit, we played snooker and i helped celsy to cheat. Then we left to Bella's playground, we played Indo Style Hid-n-Seek. I know it sounded sad n indeed it was. I mean...think about it, a bunch of 17 n 18 years old playing Hid-n-Seek in a big playground?! yes n mosquitoes bit me too. I got a ride home from the Du Plooy. Their dog is so cute. oh oh, i saw the asshole at waha, hurted my eyes. my mum baked cheesecake.

Today
Went to school for biology extra lesson. Expected it to be an awkward lesson but it turned out fine. and i am really proud of myself because today was the most productive day in my holiday. after that, I walked home and guess what, the asshole was in his car n was behind me! He stopped the car n horned at me. what the f*ck! he is so f*cking rearded! and, my mum smacked my butt because i fought with colin n i said i wish he didn't come back in a joking tone. my mum thought that i didn't know that she was the one that smacked my butt and she was trying to act innocent. damn, my mum is so childish. by the way, roza called n asked me about tennis! oh yea, tennis, it's men tennis this time. hehe, i hope the players are young n hot.

Tomorrow
The last day of 2008. Can't wait to say goodbye to 2008. I asked my mum whether i can have a new year party at our house, she said no to me. So here i am, wishing that there will be a new year party tommorow night so i can welcome my whole new 2009 more officially.

No More Home Alone

My brother is back from Malaysia. Urgh, I don't really want him to be back because i love the home alone moments but on the same time i want him to come back because i want my new clothes. anyway, he is back so yeah, i will just shut up.

I am sort of proud of myself becase i started to sleep and wake up earlier. but the bad news is that i still haven't do much revision. i am so screwed. I wish Doraemon exists, so it can help me to "study". Oh my god, i am so childish!

Internet is a real shit these days, i lost my youtube. I have nowhere and nothing to waste my time at. Santa does not exist, that is why the internet is still crap. And i was so bored til i said something really really stupid to marianne - "mer, flirt with me!" what the heck?!

I hope i can revise my ass off during the last week of the holidays. Good luck to me!

AKIS holiday party

I am disappointed by some people. they think they are too cool to be in the party but still they came and got free drinks and don't want to pay. Who do they think they are? What i was saying is that someone organised the party, shouldn't them at least show some appreciation? The party might not be as good as we wanted it to be but at least someone tried and we tried. for those who think the party was a crap, it was because you did not try to make it a better party.

oh no, i hope i won't get stones or rocks throw at me after i post this out. Anyway, thumbs up for the organisers! i'm sure it will get better next time if only there are next time.

Another thing, i saw an asshole. he is so f*cktard. I swear if killing an asshole is not a crime, the asshole will be dead by now!

Good night.

Bomb Explosion

This morning i decided to throw an atomic bomb into my room. and yes, it exploded. Those who witnessed the result of the explosion, you have to admit that it was WOW!!

What i did today:

1. Printed out at least 20 sets of past year papers for biology.
2. Requested my Microsoft office specialist certificate.
3. Sorted out my book 'shelf'.
4. Discussed about my future university plan.
5. Decided to go to the AKIS holiday party.
6. 'Bitched' about someone.
7. Found myself a guest to bring to the AKIS party.
8. Planned my revision (private study group).
9. Ate my mum's cheesecake (celsy and bella too!).
10. Updated my blog.

Its 2am in the morning. I should be in my bed now. Good night people. Have a sweet dream.

Screaming Out Loud!

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! AhAhAhAhAh!

When you think something is bad enough, thing can get worse!

I woke up at hmmm... 11am today. i know it was still pretty late, but I'm actually kind of proud of myself, come on, it was 4 hours earlier than usual, it was a significant improvement! hehe~~~

I went to Doha, had my lunch at Chili's. I ordered the drink, named Fusion. It was a mixture of apple and mint. Guess how it taste like. It tasted like a Colgate (toothpaste)! Every time i drink it, i feel like I'm swallowing Colgate. *Gross* but my mum actually LOVE it. Unbelievably Weird!

I went shopping for my shoes. I went to the so called "Shoe City" shoe shop in Landmark, i found the shoe i love. It looked so feminine but it looked casual on the same time, it is so so so so nice. And that was the first time my parents actually allowed me to buy shoes that cost more than QR200. BUT the stupid Shoe City, they doesn't have the sizes for me! I was so depressed, so sad, so emo, i felt like screaming. I am so going back to Shoe City next week, if they still don't have it, i am so gonna spread all the bad things about it! I am EVIL. *Evil Grin*

Some of my friends might want to congratulate me for be able to not to think of Twilight today. but in fact, i was thinking about it the whole day throughout the journey. hehe~~ but but but after the visit to Shoe City, the shoes got into me now.

Before i end my post, i need to thank Mer, for being so lovable to me. I love you, Mer, I really do. I actually feel better now, after talking to you, all the anger about the shoes, it was gone, well, not all of them, but most of them. Thanks again.

Unlucky

Last night, i went to bed 2 hours earlier than usual (1am) and i really hoped that i can wake up earlier the next day. UNLUCKILY, i can't shut my eyes at all, for at least an hour!

So of course, UNLUCKILY, i woke up at 3pm again today. Stupid alarm, should have keep ringing even i shut it up.

UNLUCKILY, i did not do anything at all. neither study nor tidy up my room. oh god, i really need a hard kick at my ass so i can get myself to at least do something useful. someone help me, please?

I tried so hard to not to think about Twilight today, so i decided to watch tv. UNLUCKILY, Twilight trailer just keep showing up! I swear to god, i feel like shouting out loud!

So yeah, we went to Raghif's house tonight, we ate nice food, i love it. Thanks Raghif. but UNLUCKILY, the big-mouth Reza mentioned about my blogs. then the guys went online and checked my blogs. IM SO EMBARRASSED.

But im glad that im not the only one. Roza,my crime buddy, you are just as UNLUCKY as i am. We bully and get bullied on the same time. how awesome!

UNLUCKILY, i had left Reza went out alive. i really wanted to kill him. i have no idea why i didn't.

After that, we went to Al Khor, UNLUCKILY, Graha's car doesn't has enough fuel, so i paid for fuel, which i really don't mind at all.

UNLUCKILY, someone disappointed me. Celsy, you know who, right? so graha dropped me with the other at the sheesha place.

hmm, another UNLUCKY was that i didn't try the sheesha. It was very tempting but not very tempting on the same time. Don't worry, there are always next time.

How UNLUCKY i am that even Roza can easily guess what is my current post's title! Maybe she was just too lucky. She knows me really well. Sometime even before i say something, she knows what will it be.

Hilda, my bestie, it is very UNLUCKY for me that i don't have a long enough holiday to go back to Malaysia for the 3 month training. sorry, babe. i really wished i can be there for u. U know i love you more than anyone do.

For God Sake!

I know how unbelievable i am and/or how crazy i am, i never expect myself to finish the Twilight series in *ummm* less than a week time. I sounded really obsessed with Twilight, ain't i? I spent my whole time reading them. Gosh, I had to admit that i have no life!

On the other hand, i am glad that i finished it. Now i can concentrate on how to get back to my normal life (a nerd's life). Sorry people, these days i was too into reading Twilight and i think i was sort of neglected you all. I know it was my fault, i promised i will make it up for you, my friends. But wait, where is my friends? I mean the others, except Celsy. i guess they are as busy as i was too, overwhelmed with something else.

By the way, just before i go to bed, i went to the internet and guess what i found! The . Anyone have any idea what is it? Don't be bother to search it, i will tell you right now. It is the Edward's version Twilight. Dang! Proved! I AM OBSESSED WITH TWILIGHT! hahaha, nah, i told myself "leave it and go to bed and STUDY tomorrow and never ever think about it or i will screw my life." but i am definitely going to watch the movie.

So yeah, today is the full stop of my holidays and i am going to start to tidy up my room for me to nerd hard if i manage to wake up earlier tomorrow "morning".

Dang!

Last night was a bad night. why??? Because i had a nightmare! the worse nightmare i ever had! it was not a scary nightmare, but it was a WRONG, VERY WRONG dream! i was wondering the whole morning whether should i describe my dream here or just keep it as my deepest secret. Fine, i will describe it here but i will not tell who was in my dream.

Okok, i try not to sound crazy but because of too much Twilight books, i had too much romance scenes stuck in my mind til i dream about it in my sleep. how pathetic! It was a very romantic dream. I dreamt about myself as Bella, i was with the one i love, my Edward. We were sitting in a park, we had a very romantic afternoon. We talked, we flirted, we tit each other and we even kissed. We were definitely in love with each other. How romantic! but what's so wrong about this dream??

The wrong thing in my dream was my Edward! BIG CROSS! *TEH!!!* WRONG WRONG WRONG! SO WRONG! he was not the one i expected, i mean he was the last one i expected to appear in my dreams!! when i woke up this afternoon, i was talking to myself for almost an hour. "NO, NOT HIM! WHY HIM?!"

I am a psychology student and i know that dreams are the presentations of our subconscious. I moved on but do my subconscious really still longing for him? UNBELIEVABLE. *stupid subconscious!* I hope he won't haunt me for the rest of my life or i will go and hang myself. I'm serious.

ok, i guess i should stop here or i might give out too much information about my Edward, correction = wrong Edward. If you are really interested in who he is, ask me personally. then i might consider to tell or not to tell.

New life?

So yeah, i feel really good to be back here once again after all what had happened to me. You have no idea what i had been through, that was really hard for me. Anyway, i moved on so let's just drop this crap introduction.

Thanks to my super girl friend, Hilda, the-one-shall-not-be-named. She was the one brought me back to blogging and she helped a lot with my profile. She ended up can't sign in her own blogspot. Sorry, my dear, for causing so much trouble to you but you love me so much that you just can't stand seeing me can't get the things right, don't u? Don't worry, i love u as much as u love me.

Ok, now, let's crack on to my current life. I'm having a month of holiday right now. I planned to lock myself in my room and nerding hard. However, things are always easier to say than to do. i go to bed at 2am and wake up at 12pm. I wanted to get up early but whenever the alarm rings, i off it and get on with my dream. It is very bad, as my examinations are around the corner and i have no much time to waste, but i just can't find the motivation to get my sight away from the laptop.

well, at least i think i did something resourceful these 2 days. I was reading . Can you believe it, i actually finish reading it in less than 24 hours! Im now reading the 2nd book, . Not that i am obsessed with it (actually i think i am), it is a good book and most of my friends read it, in order for me to fit in, so i decided to read it too. it wasn't as bad as i thought, in fact it was facinating. I LOVE IT. it can improve my english too, since it brings no harm, so why not, i told myself.

By the way, it is Eid. Correct me if i am wrong, it is Hari Raya Haji? Oh sh*t, i forgot all those festival names. i can't imagine what else i can forget in 6 more months. I went to my friends' houses, ate some Indonesian food, were really nice. But the best part out of everything was that i got to hang out with my friends and not forget the Baskin Robins.

Hmmm. i think this is more than enough for this time and this is the most i can squeeze out from my brain at 1.50am in the morning. Anyway, i guess i will keep on updating this blog more often from now on since i am trying to improve my english writing, i guess this is the only way.