Earthquake

Most of you should have heard about the earthquake by now.

Firstly, don't worry, I am fine. The earthquake did not affect where I'm at. I felt the earthquake, my room and stuff were shaking. I thought it was just another earthquake so I was like oh yeah. But turned out it was bad, real bad this time.


Maybe I didn't grow up in this country, I didn't feel sad or bad. I seem a bit cold blooded, right? I felt like it was just another natural disaster that we can't run away from. Christchurch was lucky last year as the first earthquake stroked, it was 4am so no one die. But this time it happened in the afternoon when everyone is working in the buildings. When the time is up, you just have to go, even if you will hurt people around you.


Yes, I am cold this way. But one thing I'm really sad is the kids, dead, or alive, the orphanages. I wanted to be a child psychologist because I felt so useless when I was watching the 'healing' tv programme of China's 512 earthquake, well, the traumatized  kids parts.

Anyway. let's just pray that the death toll won't rise anymore.

Fab Feb No?

One more week til I start second year. For now I'm staying at home most of the time. Kinda getting depressed. well, I just found out someone really important of mine is in a relationship for half year now. I feel so ashamed of myself, I never maintain my relationships more than two months. Oh no, Cathy is missing guys' attentions! LOL

Anyway, since I got back in Dunedin, I been spending money! I have no idea what I spent them on! I want unlimited money in my bank account! hahahahahah a dream that everyone has and will never come true.

Oh and I want baby! I saw a few babies/kids in my holidays, they were so cute!! blue eyes, tiny feet and hands, cutest smile and purest heart. I want a baby of my own. opps, I'll need one more pair of DNA. I don't think its called a PAIR of DNA, I seriously need to start studying or my brain cells are dying slowly for not being used for more than 3 months.

See, I need to pay for my student visa application, textbooks and dinner tomorrow...more money going out and none coming in. My job applications, one had rejected me, 2 left. Now I'm starting to think if I should really get a job...I mean I'm freaking lazy...

Oh well We'll see how things go from here. I miss my friends.

Hello 2011

Hi everyone! I bet you all missed me just like I missed every one of you! It’s 2011! Can you believe it?! And guess what, it is resolution time again! But I’m sick of thinking of resolution every new year and feel like a loser at the end of every year. So this year I’m going to do something different.

I will be dedicating songs to important people in my twenty years of life. I do not assign the songs. They are just the songs that never fail to remind me of that particular person(s).

To, Colin

Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney

My dear brother, whenever this song comes up, your image pop up in my head! I guess it is because it was the first non-Disney song that you said you like it, well, in my memory. Funnily that time I was into Jesse so I was really surprised!

I hope 2011 will be a great year for you, in your study, love, friends and health. Just want to say, you are a good brother.

To, Isaac, Joshua & Kevin

Axel F by Crazy Frog

This song reminds me of my cousins. Although I do not always listen to it, sometimes it just happen to be playing on my iPod. This song was in the movie “Monsters Vs Alien” and my cousins laughed so much at it that I can’t help but started laughing.

So in this whole new 2011, I wish they will grow up healthily and happily and enjoy their precious childhood.

To, Hilda

Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne

Lollipop by Mika

The Ketchup Song by Las Ketchup

I know they are really old songs but these three songs are one of the very first English songs you got me listen to. I still have the image of you crazily in love with these songs in my head. You were humming and singing them all day long (or danced).

Thank you for being my best friend and always be by my side whenever I need you. I will do the same for you in the coming days and years. I wish the best for you in 2011.

To, Aeman, Celsy, Dika, Karina, Natasha, Roza & Shahneela

Don’t Stop The Music by Rihanna

I’m not so sure but I think we danced to it at Natasha’s party. It played a very important part in my 2 years in Qatar. That was when I felt accepted and belonged in a group. I didn’t even feel this way back in my home country!

Love Story by Taylor Swift

I’m pretty sure most of you still remember my farewell party and when we were singing and dancing in the dark in my living room! I want to go back to that time! I miss you all!

Make You Mine by Vanessa Hudgens

It was my alarm ringtone in the morning for our Cyprus trip. It was my first ever field trip! Oh, the hot chocolate, condensed milk, wine gum and ‘the chip is good’.

What a shame, despite all these good times, I haven’t really been in touch with every one of you as often as I wanted to. And not forgetting there are still other people, (Atika – Forever by Chris Brown. I enjoyed tutoring you. Nadia, Rizky, Supriya and a few of the guys, I’m sorry that I haven’t had the right songs for you guys yet.)

Nevertheless, good luck in your study and your love life (if you don’t have one, get one!)

To, Anna, Cherie, Fareesha, Hannah, Linda & Monisa

Barbie Girl by Aqua

I bet everyone knows this song! To be honest, I only know about this song last year when my UniCol flatmates were playing truth and dare and one of them was dared to sing it out loud outside the house.

Opps I Did It Again by Britney Spears

Oh this song reminds me of my flat 9! We were making fun of Jeff using this song. I have no idea why and how it started but it was fun! Opps, I did it again!

I hope you all will have a great 2011 even though we are not around each others as often as we used to be. May you all do well in your study!