Kabooooom

I thought I know so much about it, but this time I realised I was wrong.
I thought I had it tightly in my hand, but really it was out of reach.
I thought I had all the calculation right, but I made the most careless mistake.
I thought I am happy with the way it ended, but I actually hated it was so short.

Wonder what is IT? hahaha. I'ma leave you all in suspension. Oh yeah I am evil.

I'm losing it.

Have you ever tried waiting for someone that you kept looking out the window for every 30 seconds?
Have you ever tried waiting for someone that when strangers walked past, you turned your head so fast that you might break your neck?
Have you ever tried waiting for someone that you got so pissed when the stranger wasn't him/her?
Have you ever tried waiting for someone that even a very low noise can get your full attention?
Have you ever tried waiting for someone that you asked yourself ten billion times when is he/she gonna show up?
Have you ever tried waiting for someone that you wished you have 100 fingernails for you to bite?
Have you ever tried waiting for someone that you didn't dare to walk away because you worried that he/she might show up when you were not there?
Have you ever tried waiting for someone that you kept refreshing your facebook homepage because you don't know what else you can do?
Have you ever tried waiting for someone and you kept editing your post because you came out with more and better questions to ask in your blog?

oh yeah, I'm doing it right now. It is driving me crazy!
This is like the 20th times I edited this post.
Don't ever try it because you won't be able to stop once you start it.
Sorry for all the English whatever grammar, vocabulary, spelling mistakes, I am not thinking straight and I myself don't even understand what am I writing.

I'm going INSANE. YAY

So what have I been up to.

Last saturday night, a friend invited me to the Malaysian Cultural Night, which I think it was quite good except the part that we all stood up and sang Malaysia National Anthem, I was giggling all way through. Took a few photo but they are all on my friend's friend's camera. Later midnight, I went out again with my friend and his friends to a bar and yes, we were clubbing until 2am~ It was okay but because I only know 2 of them so it got a bit awkward at the end.

The next day, Sunday, I went to church in the morning and church outing in the afternoon. It was great fun! I loved it, especially my teammates! They were so great that we WON! weehaaa! They uploaded the photos on facebook but the album is limited to friends only so you guys can't see it. But I will upload them as soon as I get a copy from my church friend. (Copies from facebook are not clear).

As for this friday, I only had one 40 minutes lecture and I was free for the rest of the day! I was so happy! Went to have Japanese Bento with my friend and a huge Green Tea Ice Cream. YumYum! Then I went to library with a church friend, he asked me to teach him math but he was the one who taught me in the end. lol. Then a korean friend of mine, he joined us too and walked me home. First time in Dunedin to have someone walks me home, made my day even better.

Yesterday morning, I went to the Saturday Market with the friend who walked me home. I had lunch at his house and he cooked spicy tofu stew (a korean dish), the spiciness almost made me cry. Then we went to watch How to Train Your Dragon! It was a very very cute movie, I love it! And then Ice Cream AGAIN! damn, I'm gonna be fat but I don't care, NZ ice cream is the best! At night I went to this Taiwanese Cultural Night, no offence but it was bad. The performers just being idiots to make us laugh. What.The.Hell. but there is a guy with very SEXY six packs performing topless! OMG!!! Couldn't get my eyes off him! LOL

Sunday which is Today, didn't do much. Stayed in and did my math assignments and is waiting for something fun/interesting/exciting to happen. I am thinking not to go for dinner coz I am in the mood for instant noodles and Tiramisu cakes given from my friends.

I'm still alive, just in case you are worry

whoa, just realised I haven't update for so long! firstly, I have to say sorry to Roza because dorm is really boring. Although I have friends here, seriously there's nothing to do! They are either busy with studying or they don't know what to do too! If only I can watch dramas, movies using the PPStream then I probably won't be that bored but the Uni wireless have special proxy address whatever it is. I can't even online msn! basically my life = facebook, blogger(read others' blog), Gmail, facebook, Hotmail, facebook, weather forecast, facebook, OtagoMail, facebook, facebook, facebook, facebook, facebook, facebook n facebook. what the heck man, I need a life! I miss hanging out with my best friends (Hilda & Yao, Celsy & Roza)! I miss them so much.

I know I am in Uni now, I should be studying, busy with assignments, I do but I still have quite a lot of free time. Maybe I'm just trying to avoid being a nerd. AAAAAHHH, i hate this! writing this post is making me feeling guilty! (one of the reasons I didnt want to update!)

Gladly tomorrow is one of my friends 18th birthday, we planned to watch the Last Song (Miley), finger crossed we will. (plans never work for me in holidays).