this is so gay

it had been 2 days since celsy left, life had been so quiet. All i did was doha, doha and doha. I went doha on thursday, went again yesterday and will go again today. What the fuck! is there nothing else i can do in alkhor community? I think today will be the last time i go to doha before i leave.

5 days left for me, what should i do? had been planning to start packing up, but i'm so cant be bother, maybe i will start packing up tomorrow. i am so excited to go back to malaysia but on the meantime, sorrowness is filling up my emotion bit by bit. I HATE this mixture of feelings. This is so GAY!

sleep machine or poop machine?

HAHAHAAH! Nice title huh?

well, i went to bed at 4am today and woke up at 3pm. I was watching the Harry Potter movies, from the 3rd one till the 5th one. Damn, i slept for 11 hours. oh no, although i sleep long, i sleep late, ance is breaking out crazily! It is driving me crazy! i should stop sleeping late.

I just cant stop pooping, eg, yesterday, before i went to school, i pooped twice and last night, i lost count. LOL. today, it was because i woke up late, so i didnt poop as much but stil, after lunch, i pooped twice. HAHAHAAHAHAHA. i have 2 yogurts left, expired date today, if i eat them today, i hope i wont poop more from that.

OMG, i have 9 days left in QATAR! and bad news, i might be quarantined when i go back to Malaysia if things do not get any better. well, let's hope for the best!

I love the hug of freedom ♥ ♥

I had been waiting for today for so long! I finished my last biology exam today. It went unexpectedly fine. LOL. not good, but fine. Anyway, its over now and i shall start to enjoy my lfe.

There are too many things to do and i don't know where to start! today post is basiclly to tell you guys about my freedom and it had served its purpose.

Bye ya! HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH

my brain is deep-fried n my stomach is mad at me!

Do you realised the line 'my brain is deep-fried n my stomach is mad at me!' appeared in my facebook, my twitter, my msn and now here? LOL. i can't think of any other good line.

Had my psychology and C4 exams today, from 3.30pm until 7.30pm. This morning i was planning to laugh my ass off or jump when i finish my exams although it will be weird because i will be all alone. but then when i walked out from the exam room, i was so exhausted, my brain is dead and my stomach is rumbling like crazy. damn, haven't feel so hungry since ages ago.

To conclude about today's exams, they went pretty well i think, better than biology 5B. oh yeah, now it reminded me that i haven't update you guys about biology. OMG! it was fcuked up! i had a bad feelings in the morning about certain questions and wallah! it came out in the exam! i did S.H.I.T! well, for C4, i lost 6 marks already as i can't answer 2 questions on Vector. S.T.U.P.I.D. But whatever i don't care anymore! NO MORE MATH!

i have one more biology 6 exam on wednesday. that is my last exam, it has essay, im sure i will fcuk it up just like i did in biology 5B. There is only one thing i can say about biology.

DO NOT TAKE BIOLOGY UNLESS YOU REALLY WANT TO BE A DOCTOR! BIOLOGY IS THE WORST PAIN IN THE ASS EVER!

My stomach is rumbling again. i think i should go have my lunch. Opps, i mean dinner. my brain is really dead. after dinner, i will off to bed. Early good night today~

Those who miss me, please continue to miss me.
You know i am missable and lovable. kissable too! xx

C3, you are down! another 4 to go!

Oh yeah! Did my Core Math 3 exam today! It went quite well, i finished it within an hour and i used the rest 30 minutes well coz i found lot of careless mistakes. LOL!

Tomorrow I have Biology. oh fcuk. I am so not ready for that. You see, Roza and Supriya found it hard to revise for, so they gave up and just want to get it over with. They made me feel like want to give up too. The problem with that is that they are the 'clever doctor' people and I am not. When they say they gave up, the lowest they will get is probably a B, for me, an U. wish me luck people, i will need it very very much!

By the way, few days ago i promised My Hilda that i will create a twitter when i am done with exam. but... i am fed up with revision so yeah, i just created a twitter half an hour ago.

There is a farewell party for Fitrya tonight. I am not sure if I am invited but Celsy said i am so i guess i am. oh damn *slapped myself* party or study?..........*silentness and guiltiness*

Last but not least, UNIVERSITY OF OTAGO aka the oldest uni in New Zealand gave me a conditional offer! YES! THAT IS WHAT I AM WAITING FOR! *bling bling* I can see my future shining bright in front of me...if only i study tonight... fine fine fine, for my future, i wil be a good girl, stay in and study...

Today's post is a bit weird... I am just a bit hyper. wait till you see when I am done with my exam in 5 days time, i will go crazy. be prepare for that!

Much Love. Tata!

what is wrong with people these days leaving earlier than me?

THIS IS SO NOT FAIR! I am supposed to be the one who leaves earlier than any one of you guys! but now, you guys are like leaving 10 days before me?? what am i gonna do wihtout you guys!! OMG! please don't go, please don't leave me alone! I really hate you guys and I mean it! Don't talk to me anymore coz im not gonna talk to you guys! especially ROZA TARTIKA ESPANDEARY! Cels, I'll forgive you this time! But...Roza, i will forgive you if you can make it to my party and the sleepover. If you can't, i'm serious, don't you dare talk to me again!

On the other hand, Hilda my lovely-dovely is back in bintulu and she will be there when i'm back there! We can celebrate my birthday together (Hilda, my dear, i'm not sure if i will have enough money to pay for your hairdo, but i will try to save as much as possible~) haha! woww! Ruhana said she want to celebrate her birthday and felicia's and mine together! (exciting) and Paul said he is going to give me a suprise for birthday (lovely). DAmn, 3 birthday celebrations at one time? What am i gonna do? I don't how to separate myself into 3! Nevermind, we will see how things turn out! CAN'T WAIT!

ok, back to my current life, exam exam exam exam exam! ARGH! Do you believe that because of exam stress, i poop at least 5 times a day?! I'm not joking! i can poop at least 3 times in the morning! and i think because of that i'm losing weight. My revision for math and psychology are going really well, at least that is what i think. But for biology, whenever i look at biology, my eyes and my brain shut down automatically. Shit, i'm screwed. I will pay 200 riyals for anyone to do my biology exam! if only i am allowed to do so and i have the money. LOL!

Oh fuck, i want to poop again. Till next time, babey!

the happiest day in my study leave!

you know how life can be very very very very boring when you just have to stay at home and study your ass off! i been doing that but my ass is not off yet! HAHHAAH!

wondering why today is the happiest day in my study leave?? because im finishing my c3 mixed exercises today! HAHAHAAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! which means i can start doing c3 past papers! HOORAY!

i bet you must be thinking what the heck is wrong with cathy? its just c3! euw, CATHY, YOU ARE SO SAD!

i don't care what you think, i don't care what you think! hahahahah! ok, im a bit hyper!

anyway, im gonna stop here, wanna eat my yogurt now! YUM~