Saturday, October 29, 2011

Stress talking

So, as you all know, it is the dreadful final exam period again! Hooray! I'm being sarcastic okay! That explained the hibernation of my lovely blog.

Where do I start... Ok, let's just get the complaints about final exam out of the way first. I have four final exams, 27th, 28th, 7th and 8th. I was quite worried for the 27th, brain and cognition, all the brain parts and its functions in human cognition, gosh so complicated and so many names and technical terms but I managed to actually covered all of the lectures and understood 90% of them, well I assumed 90 so the exam went well.

I was very confident with the 28th's, it is abnormal psychology. To be honest, I found the lectures quite boring so I stopped turning up for lectures, I'm not sure if I regret it though coz apparently the exam essay question that I screwed up, it wasn't covered in the lectures but was pulled out from the textbook which I totally forgot to read. So obviously I didn't fully study for abnormal and I totally screwed up the exam. Wanna know how? Allows me to amuse you! I write the symptoms of psychopathy based on my 'knowledge' obtained from watching the Mentalist and Criminal Minds. FML! I'm so dead!!!!! OMG! what the heck is wrong with me?!! I must not repeat the same mistake ever again. Yeah right, I know this is the worst habit of mine and I'll never change until one day it really actually breaks me and I really hope that day will not come. Am I making sense to you? No? Nevermind then.

And guess what, I watch desperate housewives when I'm studying! Oh F! I'm playing with fire, on the edge of throwing my bright future away. I don't want to boast but everything always (ALWAYS) turns out fine. I really can't imagine how I'm gonna cope if this really really goes wrong. depression? self-inflicted harm? antisocial? suicidal thoughts?

After exam, I went to play badminton, I was in pretty good condition. I'm not sure if my friends were being nice or I'm actually pretty good. LOL. But badminton really took my mind of the awful exam things. I'm so gonna get sore arm tomorrow! Have to pay the price for not exercising regularly.

Tomorrow morning, my korean friend's church is having a garage sale, I want to go but I have a picnic to go at 10am... that means I need to get up at 9pm!

Oh I been thinking.... I FREAKING WANT A BABY! I'm well aware this is stressed talking so please don't take this too seriously. But yes I want a baby, baby is so cute, they smile like an angel and they are gift from God. I think you think I'm losing my mind... better not make things worse, so I'm gonna stop here. I WANT BABY!

4 comments:

Hilda Milda™ said...

Then go and have a baby :P Honey, you'll do fine about the exam. Don't worry (:

Roza Rosman said...

HAHAHHA omg this is so freaky...

I had a dream like two days ago, that you, celsy, me, rizky all had kids (and one of them looked like bayu - I didn't know which one though)

but all our kids were kyoooot
and they were like "tante celsy" tante cathy hahah xD

I WANT TO GET MARRIED (i know so random) but for some reason, I've been thinking about getting married lately. :/

Roza Rosman said...

Oh in my dream they were like 2 years old, still at that tubby ohase :p

by they i mean our kids

none provided said...

Reading comments above, I think I can conclude that we are hormonal. Because I keep thinking about having a baby too! They're so cute and joyful.

And I keep thinking about marriage too o__O This is odd, I would never say this out loud, but I love how you say it they way it is :D

It's really weird, huh? I keep thinking about having a baby. I guess I won't off myself until I have experienced that.

 

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