Failed

yess, i failed, i failed to find him tonight. he is not there anymore. seriously, i will be depressed for at least 3 days now! I feel really sad and regret, i never feel this badly before.

CATHY NG, get over it, you lost you chances so accept the fact that you are a retard and live with it!! he won't be there and you won't see him again! GODDAMNIT!

HOLY SHIT! i am talking to myself, i think i have serious mental illness here. Anyone help?

the movie 'Unborn' wasn't as good as i expected. too little scary scenes and kinda fake in some scenes, eg, a guy twisted his head upside down and crawling up the stairs? that is just too fake!

Somehow i wished i skip the movie and go out to look for the guy, i know it sounds really pathetic. oh no, signs of obsession, NOT GOOD and NOT COOL.

hmm, i should go to bed and get a good sleep. i hope everything will be fine tomorrow morning. Fingers crossed.